If It Was My Last Lecture.. By: Daisy Lozano

My Childhood Dreams.. When I was younger I had different dreams. I always wanted to be the pink power ranger. I also wanted to be a witch, I don’t know why but when I was little and started watching Sabrina the teenage witch I thought I had magical powers *lol*. I then wanted to be a lawyer because my sister would always tell everyone she was going to be one when she got older so I wanted to be like her. Cant forget the lady that types everything being said in court with the type writer, I wanted to do that too it looked cool. AND meet AJ from the Backstreet Boys! *lol* yeah.. I loved that group.

Change..it happens Change, I’m not really a big fan of it. It’s okay depending on what it is being changed. Emotional change is something I don’t want to go through but have (you know.. That teenage love type thing.. *lol). I have to cope with it cause its life. Physical change I don’t like either, it feels different but if it’s a good physical change then I wouldn’t mind.

My Life Long Goal.. SUCCESS! I want to finish all my educational needs. Be financially stable. Help my parents out in whatever they need.

Priorities. is a must To take care of myself & my family Finish what I started.. Responsibility; to do them

Likes and Dislikes.. I like my personality, because I get along with almost everyone. I do get my moments. I like people who can make me laugh. But of course there’s the people who don’t like you for no reason and they don’t even know your name. that’s what I call *haters* lol. Lately I realize people aren’t real, their fake and not trust worthy so be careful who you call your friends.

What Life means to me.. Life means a lot to me. It means that I was put on earth to accomplish what I was made to do. I agree with the saying “live life to fullest” and “everything happens for a reason” and “when one door closes, two doors open”. Living life to the fullest is a must cause you don’t get a second chance, and everything does happen for a reason I believe. Also when something bad happens, something good will most likely happen in the long run. The things I’ve been and are going through is why I agree with those saying’s.

My values.. I deeply value my family and some of my close friends. If it wasn’t for them I wouldn’t be who I am today. They gave me strength and the push to do what I want to do. Even though they sometimes get me aggravated *lol* but I still love them. I would say money is a value of mine, but that doesn’t buy happiness, but let’s be serious *lol* it can sometimes.

I learned a lot.. So many things that I learned through out my life and I’m still learning more. I think I learned more my last year of high school because what I learned will help me in the future life. I learned that you shouldn’t leave work (like homework) till the last minute.. Not really a good idea of doing *lol*. My family is the only people I can trust, I learned to realize. Also don’t let people bring you down they just don’t want you to succeed. When people make you do something you don’t want to do.. Just say no. I also learned that life is going to be hard but I have to do it.

The book  “The Last Lecture” I learned a lot from the book “ Last Lecture”. It showed me that you should live your life no matter the ups and downs your going through or went through in life. The book taught me that don’t let one thing get you down, it just makes you stronger in the long run.

My Dreams Now.. Now that I’m getting older, my dreams changed. I want to finish high school. ( I’d be the 1 st one in my family to accomplish that ) Graduate with my Regents diploma ( I worked very hard to pass my US history * for the 3 rd time ? *lol*.. It was the only one I was missing.) Attend College at John Jay in Manhattan and learn more about Forensic Science ( my major ) (btw. I love the city, so living there is possible.) Get my degree and find a good paying job. Find my own place and enjoy life. AND to meet Chris Brown !.. He’s hubby <3

The End

My Legacy.. I want my legacy to be remembered. I want to be remembered as the girl who always laughed at everything and was there for people even if they hurt her in the past. The one who had her slow moments *lol*. Who tried & made her family happy. The girl who would do anything to love and be loved back.

It’s crazy how this school year went by so fast. In just a few months ill be attending college, which was my main goal after graduating. I have a lot to look back on and many memories, the good and the bad. I hope that years from now all my dreams come true, but I know I have to work hard and make my family proud. Especially my parents and grandmother. I learned they will always be there for me no matter what.