1. Where am I? oh. War is hell under a lukewarm blood shower

2. Too much gore A lost sensation It was like a door closed

3. Resentment Despair An undertone of panic

4. I will burn myself down I would kill and maybe die because I was embarrassed not to.

5. A war that is fought out lonesomely in the mud somewhere naked cruel despera te

6. His spirit, he feared, had been blasted away so that he had become lonesome and estranged from all around. Come back to me.

7. War took a man out of that circle of regular life and made a season of its own.

8. Come back to me to wage peace and heal the wounds of war into white scars

9. honor and democracy

10. darkness desertion loneliness silence horror unending horror

11. Come back to me.

12. It was all over.

13. so it goes.