1. Rainbowtide‘s Remembrance... July 2001
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July 2001
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I am 

2. Freedom
...but ...
How ?

3. 1
My birth...
I am coming

4. Experience with violence!2
My first
Experience with violence!

5. 3
My first
Experience of
Separation
And
Abandonment...

6. Screaming for attention...4
My first
Experience of
Screaming for attention...

7. I am so confined in this body!5
I can‘t express it – no one understands me!
I have no language yet!

8. No – My body is my vehicle...
So...
Am i my body? 6
No – My body is my vehicle...

9. No – My mind is my activity And Expression...
So...
Am i my mind? 7
No – My mind is my activity
And
Expression...

10. Where do i get everything from that i am?
So...
Where do i get everything from that i am? 8
From mum and dad...as they get it from mum and dad and as they got it from theirs... etc.

11. Mum and daddy gave it to me!
So...
Am i my name? 9
No!
Mum and daddy gave it to me!

12. Mum and daddy gave it to me!
Am i my language? 10
No!
Mum and daddy gave it to me!

13. Mum and daddy gave it to me!
then...
Am i my education? 11
No!
Mum and daddy gave it to me!

14. Mum and daddy gave it to me!
Hmmm ...
Am i my religion? 12
No!
Mum and daddy gave it to me!

15. Am i my status in society?
How about ...
Am i my status in society? 13
No!
I was born into that and...
Mum and daddy gave it to me!

16. Mum and daddy gave it to me!
Well ...
Am i my skin-color? 14
No!
Mum and daddy gave it to me!

17. So... Am i female or male? No! That‘s only my Physical and Chemical15
No!
That‘s only my
Physical and
Chemical
Condition! ...

18. Condition from parental dna!
Let‘s see...
Am i physical features? 16
No!
That is a genetic
Condition from parental dna!

19. Mum and dad were there first!
Could it be...
Am i my tribe? 17
No!
Mum and dad were there first!

20. Am i my condition because i was born in sin?
Shrug...
Am i my condition because i was born in sin? 18
No!
Mum and dad taught me, that was the original sin!

21. Am i my cultural belief and behaviour system?
So...
Am i my cultural belief and behaviour system? 19
No!
I was born into that!

22. If i was born into a moslem family...
now...
If i was born into a moslem family... 20
I would be
Moslem!

23. If i was born into a christian family...
and...
If i was born into a christian family... 21
I would be
Christian!

24. Mum and daddy showed them to me.
interesting...
Am i my fears? 22
No!
Mum and daddy showed them to me.

25. Am i my behaviour in society?23
No!
Mum and daddy and society taught me that.

26. Mum and daddy and society were first...
Am i my life experience in terms of abundance and living conditions, etc ?... 24
No!
Mum and daddy and society were first...

27. Am i my belief system and behaviour system ?...25
Nope!
I got that from Mum and daddy and society ...

28. heck...
Am i on this planet earth? 26
YES !!!

29. No!!!! So... Is anything on this planet that i experienced...27
Created by anyone else but me?
No!!!!

30. I was taught... 28
How to experience it...

31. How to create and sustain it...
I was taught... 29
How to create and sustain it...

32. As it was always like that for generations
I was taught
Not to question it !!! 30
As it was always like that for generations

33. Because my forefathers couldn‘t either
I was taught
That i can Not change it !!! 31
Because my forefathers couldn‘t either

34. Am i thus a victim of what i was taught?32
I must be -Because i have no other belief system 

35. Am i teaching the same things to my children?33
Am i their example as mum and dad where mine ?...

36. So what Am i now? First my belief system – my life condition -34
My behaviour pattern – my experiences – my paths...

37. I am also my
Belief system... 35
Based on
My choices!

38. But, was i all this, when i was born ??36
No!! I was taught all this!
And that is what is called my ego!!!

39. So... What i believe i am now Is not my true self!37
But only what i believe of myself !!!
This is called
Ego.

40. So... Who am i really? 38
Must be something that was there when i was born...
That i cannot remember !!

41. It can‘t be conditional love...
I know
It can‘t be conditional love... 39
I was taught that !!
So it must be
Uncondtional
Love !!!   

42. It can‘t be lack nor loss...
I know
It can‘t be lack nor loss... 40
I was taught that !!
It wasn‘t so when i came here...

43. I know
It can‘t be pain nor hurt... 41
I was taught that.
I am joy !

44. There is something more...
I know
There is something more... 42
I was that !!
Before i was programmed...

45. That something more, Must still be somewhere hidden43
By false programming...

46. So...
How will i find that ??? 44
How ?
And
Where ?

47. Ok
Let‘s have a look ! 45
I am
I am creative
but
Reactive...

48. Creativity...
Serves me ! 46
Reactivity...
Does not serve me!

49. Release myself from all reactive behaviours
Knowing this...
I am going to 47
Release myself from all reactive behaviours

50. I already know where it‘s from. I must see it!! And now...
How?
Hmmmm.... 48
I already know where it‘s from.
I must see it!!
And now...
reProgram it,
Myself!

51. I think... If i remove my programming49
I will be able to see who i truly am again

52. Now...
The crucial question: 50
Guess 
1 ...
2 ...
3 ...

53. Do i love myself enough 51
To release myself
From this programming?

54. Hmmm yes... 52
Where do i
Start?

55. The Creator is everywhere !! All the time
I know... 53
The Creator is everywhere !!
All the time

56. so... God was there when i was born54
In my mind as well –
That is why i look so serene

57. I allowed myself To be programmed... And to forget Who I really am !!!55
And to forget
Who
I really am !!!

58. I became... 56
Competitive !

59. I desire to be myself again...57
But how ??

60. I forgive ... Myself !!! That i allowed myself to be programmed !!58
That i allowed myself to be programmed !!
This is my gift of release. Yes!

61. Freedom !!!! 59
I am me again !
I am, i am, i am!

62. In love, uncondtionally
Rainbowtide
In love, uncondtionally 60
July 2001
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