1. Divine Truth Desire For Personal Change

2. Jesus, Mary & Cornelius are here to help you  Grow in your desire to receive God’s Love  Grow in your desire to love God  Grow in your relationship with God  Grow in becoming a more truthful and loving individual  Highlight your own resistance to growth causing stagnation

3. I need to learn to develop a desire for change myself  I am a self-responsible being  No-one else can have a personal relationship with God for me  I am the only person who can develop my own will to love & be truthful  I am the only person who can express my own love & long for truth  I am the only person who can develop my own humility  I am the only person who can bring my life into harmony with God's Laws  I am the only person who can make my life more ethical & moral  I am the person who will become at-one with God

4. Many want others or God to be responsible  God will NOT take responsibility for your life  Jesus, Mary and Cornelius will NOT take responsibility for your life  Any other person on earth who truly loves you will NOT take responsibility for your life

5. Why Am I Here?  Am I here for the following positive reasons?  I really want to have a relationship with God  I really want to see what is stopping me having a relationship with God  I really want to see myself as God sees me  I really want to see the damage I have done to others and myself  I really want to work through the emotional causes for my unloving behaviour  I really want to truly love God, others and myself under all circumstances  I really want God's Truth to determine the rest of my life  I really want growth in God's Love for the rest of my existence  I really want to take complete personal responsibility for my own life  I really want to stop living in my anger, rebellion, addictions & fear

6. Without a Sincere Desire…  There will be no relationship with God  There will be no love, truth, or change  I will stay in my rebellion, addictions & fears  I will be blocked to receiving truth  I will not open my heart, be humble, or receive  I will argue that I am progressing when there is evidence that I am not  I will justify, minimise & blame others for my life & problems  No-one (including God, Jesus, Guides or friends) can help me without my sincere desire being involved

7. What Opens My Heart To Change?  A sincere longing is what opens my heart to change  God does not force you to open your heart to God  Relationship with God is driven by desire only  God's Laws will operate on your soul but this will not create a relationship with God  God's Laws will only operate in a manner to bring you to your natural self  But you can be perfect in natural love and still become stagnant

8. What Evidence In My Life Proves My Sincere Desire?  How I Use My Time Proves My Desire!  Matt 6:19-21  How I Use My Will Proves My Desire!  Matt 7:21-23; Rev 3:15-17  Living In Truth Proves My Desire!  John 8:31, 32

9. How Do I Use My Time? Do I use it for …  Working  Entertainment  Working towards my hobbies  Responding to crisis in my life  Getting addictions met in my relationships with others  Spending time with people with common interests  Doing things for myself  Getting my addictions met with my activities and food/drink  Suppressing and resisting my real emotions  Trying to have fun to mask how I really feel

10. … or do I spend time …  Praying  Reflecting upon God's Truth  Reflecting upon my own life  Improving my understanding and practice of God's Laws  Feeling & experiencing my true emotions  Alone working on improving myself  Improving my relationship with my partner  Improving my relationship with children  Improving my relationship with friends  Working on becoming more loving towards others and myself  Doing things for others

11. How Do I Use My Will? Do I use it for …  Enjoying meeting my addictions  Enjoying meeting the addictions of others  Getting angry when others don't do what I want  Getting passive-aggressive when others don't do what I want  Suppressing and resisting my real emotions  Doing things for myself  Doing things to please others  Doing things for others in order to get something in return from others  Blaming God for my problems  Blaming others for my problems

12. … still using my will to …  Expect & demand things from others  Want someone else to change before I do  Walk away when I am confronted emotionally  Deny my real feelings  Justify my unloving feelings, words and actions  Minimize my unloving feelings, words and actions  Blame others for my unloving feelings, words and actions  Enjoy staying in my comfort zone  Control or manipulate others, or my environment  Control or deny my feelings

13. … or is my will used to …  Feel distressed when I have tried to get my addictions met  Feel distressed that I have attempted to meet the addictions of others  Feel my fear and sadness when I do not get what I want  Feel that my demands & expectations to get what I want are selfish & out of harmony with love  Examine my motivations for getting what I want  Express myself clearly and lovingly when I am not pleased with a personal interaction with others  Always feel and express my true emotional self without dumping my negative emotions on others

14. … and also to …  Do things for others as a gift  Do things without any emotional expectation from others  Know that I create all of my own problems in my life  Know that God is not responsible to fix my problems  Focus on myself first whenever there is a problem with another person  Accept and feel my real feelings  Accept and feel the truth about my childhood emotional hurt and my desire for the adult facade

15. Do I Live In Truth? Do I …  Rarely tell the truth, especially when it is hard, when I may be punished, or someone will get angry  Tell the truth only when pressured  Withhold truth about past unloving behaviour with my friends, family, partner or children  Withhold the truth when I personal finances are involved with legal or taxation issues  Argue with the truth  Get angry about the truth  Attack others when they tell me the truth  Justify my current feelings, emotions & belief systems out of harmony with Love  Ignore feedback God's Laws & others give us

16. … or do I …  Always tell the truth, even when others make it hard, try to punish me, or get angry with me  Passionately desire & volunteer the truth on all occasions  Make opportunities to disclose the truth about my past actions with friends, family, partner and children  Openly disclose the truth with regard to my income, expenses & legal requirements  Openly disclose the truth even when it appears to not be in my own best interest to do so  Easily accept the Truth  Easily accept God's messenger of Truth, the Law of Attraction  Always allow myself to emotionally embrace the Truth, and immediately act in my day to day life

17. Conclusion  If most of us are honest with ourselves, our desire for change is not very great  Our desire for a relationship with God is not very great  The proof is in our daily life right now  We obviously have a huge amount of Fear of Change

18. Next Talk  Why do we have so much resistance to a relationship with God, and resistance to change?  Cornelius will now spend some time with you discussing the subject; "Fear of Change" to help you work through the resistance